(So, from now I will write again. It seems that it's too hard for me to write something on Medium so I will start here in my own blog to start writing. I don't care if the reader will like it or not, I don't care if my writing is bad or not. I won't evaluate it. I am a beginner so I should forgive myself to not to be great.)
1. Writing
I don't know why but whenever I imagine myself writing something, I feel peaceful. Even though right now it doesn't make my feeling better. I think I am longing for having a free time to write. I have so many things that I want to say to everyone. I want to share my belief and my thoughts. But it's so hard for me to do this because my mind can be so scattered or even more blew up because I think a lot or having flashback after getting an embarrassing moment.
Writing is always my favourite activity. I have been writing in my diary since I was a middle school student, it was about 12 years old. It is same with the time Sylvia Plath started to write her journals. Of course, the quality and the quantity cannot be compared with her though. I only produced 3 books before I changed it into many various online journals like Multiply, Livejournal, and Tumblr. I still kept the diaries on my bookshelf. The content was so childish and simple. However, I love reading them, it makes me remember how I was.
Writing can be so hard like what I am trying to do right now. When you start to compare yourself to someone that so much better than you and start to evaluate your own writing, your mind will stop working and start to defeat yourself. I don't want to be like that anymore, so I am trying to do this 30 days challenge right now. No matter how busy I am, how bad my feeling, and how scatter-brained I am, I will write every day because I feel good after I am writing.
Who doesn't like music? Everyone has their own favourite songs, genres, and musician or bands that they like. For me, I really love a song that is simply beautiful. It doesn't need to be so complicated, usually, it only needs a guitar and beautiful song and voice. In the right mood, it can create a wonderful moment.
At this moment, my favourite musicians are Ichiko Aoba and NUUAMM. :)
3. A cosy neat room and warm blanket
After a tired day, you went to your own room. The room is neat. After having a warm bath, you take the pyjama and wear it. Then you turn off the lamp, light the candle or turn on the not-too-bright lamp, hide inside the big warm blanket, and sleep. I can assure 99% you will have a good mood.
4. Playing with a cat
Cat has been my most lovable animal for me since I was a child. My mom often talked the same story about me getting scolded by a man because I played with a cat near my house. She was upset with him and threatened him so she would not take care his business anymore. He was regret after that.
A cat is a cute creature especially when they are still kittens. When they grow up to become adults, they see you as a servant who gives them food, a place for sleep, stroke them when they want it. Cat can be a medicine when you are stressed with your life.
I can't count how many cats that I had adopted. My family doesn't really like the cat; some of them even hate it, like my sister. I don't adopt a cat anymore since I am living in a share house in the city.
5. Falling leaves
I like seeing falling leaves. Even though Indonesia doesn't have autumn, it doesn't mean that the leaves don't fall here. It falls here too even though I don't know when the exact time will be.
For me when a leaf falls, it means that it finally sees the freedom, to get to anywhere it likes, flies with the help of the wind, even though it requires its life. I have a respect towards a leaf more than myself sometimes when I sense my cowardliness to face the opportunities.
Cat has been my most lovable animal for me since I was a child. My mom often talked the same story about me getting scolded by a man because I played with a cat near my house. She was upset with him and threatened him so she would not take care his business anymore. He was regret after that.
A cat is a cute creature especially when they are still kittens. When they grow up to become adults, they see you as a servant who gives them food, a place for sleep, stroke them when they want it. Cat can be a medicine when you are stressed with your life.
I can't count how many cats that I had adopted. My family doesn't really like the cat; some of them even hate it, like my sister. I don't adopt a cat anymore since I am living in a share house in the city.
5. Falling leaves
I like seeing falling leaves. Even though Indonesia doesn't have autumn, it doesn't mean that the leaves don't fall here. It falls here too even though I don't know when the exact time will be.
For me when a leaf falls, it means that it finally sees the freedom, to get to anywhere it likes, flies with the help of the wind, even though it requires its life. I have a respect towards a leaf more than myself sometimes when I sense my cowardliness to face the opportunities.
6. A warm bath
7. Drawing
7. Drawing
8. See the kindness
9. Smile of my parents
10. Falling in love
